Thursday 17 May 2012

Working In the Workings of the World Around Me

yogaI joke (but I know there are those out there who agree) that living in New York City is like staying in a bad relationship. A quick link to anxiety, stress,  depression, self-destruction and hysteria; You fight to leave then leave and fight to come back for more. This city really is a gritty, pounding place to be and if for one moment you forget to live with wild curiosity, lightheartedness, and deep, deep breath, then you’re a gonner.  Done for. Called for dead.  And no one cares.  No one.  They cant because they cant feel you.   Well, they can, but they don’t know how.  That is where I come in.  It is my mission to develop the attentiveness of others.

The more responsible you become for yourself, the more responsible you become for other people. And if you can, its your duty to help them. It’s a burden we bear on this path, weather you like it or not;  Its just that way.  But when there are startling numbers of distraught and devastated and broken people around you, sometimes you think that you should be broken too.  So you break yourself.  The only difference is you know what it’s like to be unbroken, so you piece yourself back together and start all over.

Its these feelings that drive me to look for guidance. for more teachings.  I know its out there for me to tap into whenever I want it, but I have been relying on catalysts – fasting, psychedelics, retreats, asana even, to induce this awareness into me. And sometimes the strong side effects last pretty long, but never are they lasting.  There is a permanent source, and I realized that this is the well that I have been digging.

This is my well.  I can smell the water and its driving me mad.  I’ve tasted it and its driving me even more mad – insane sometimes.  Its exhausted me so I sleep.  Its enlivened me and I dig harder.  Its made my body weak, so I sit – shovel in my hand and dirt on my face, heart pounding; I want to keep going but I cant so I just sit.  Its made my mind weak so I turn around to climb back out. Then again my imagination, my remembering of the taste carries me on again.

This ride makes me so desperate sometimes to find someone that can be a fixture of inspiration.  Someone who knows first hand this source, this drink, this drug of all drugs – not so I can be told a story of how it has changed their lives, but rather so I can extract from them, through their energy, an understanding of this source. So I may cultivate a sustained peace and teach equanimity from an experiential place.

One of the most inspirational teachers I have had the good fortune to know is Katite Gumucio, who lives maximum capacity in every moment, relentlessly.  Wether exercising compassion, or discipline, or silence, or whatever it may be, her ability to move from moment to moment and understanding of what should be done or said in any given circumstance to maximize the potential lesson learned is astounding to me, and burns my curiosity to connect deeper to my own mind body connection, so that I may be more sensitive to the intricate workings of the world around me.

In order to do this, I need the structure, outline, discipline and high standards like those set at Agama to accomplish my next goals as a yoga teacher, so that I may communicate better with my students.  I am a volunteer yoga teacher at Hosh Yoga in Greenpoint, Brooklyn.  Although I am involved with other studios, this space has been vital to my understanding of selfless service. The deep and genuine gratitude that comes from these practitioners is moving in a way that I can’t quite break into words and because of this I am driven to learn more so I can give them more.  The space and students and community deserve well rounded, versed, and knowledgeable teachers.  The more that I can develop my own person, the more I can share with those who choose to participate in an entirely self sustained space.

These are students that show up on the mat because they want to commit to regular practice and now have a place where they can do that freely.  Agama is an all encompassing program that focuses on terminology and practices linking to the energetic and spiritual body, which is the next step for me.  To place concepts that I know now from an experiential place into language and techniques that can be easily understood by others is my goal.

I could exhaust a novel of reasons why Yoga is vital to my development and how the practice has shifted my person in physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual ways.  I could go on and on about my practice and how from my own experience I am wanting and able to pass pieces of this lineage on.  But this really isn’t about me…

2012 Yoga Scholarship Essay

By: Robyn Polo

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183 Responses

  1. Vincent Squillace on November 30, 2011, 9:25 am Reply

    Robyn, you are awesome. No other words are necessary! Best of luck.

    • Alexandra Koch on December 8, 2011, 12:08 pm Reply

      Robyn!!! I had by far THE absolute best class with you yesterday! Thank you for sharing your knowledge with us!!!!!!!!!!!

  2. Sarah R on November 30, 2011, 5:46 pm Reply

    Very cool Robyn! Good luck!

  3. Ben W on December 2, 2011, 11:12 am Reply

    Go, Robyn!

  4. Manisha on December 2, 2011, 12:51 pm Reply

    Awesome job, Robyn!

  5. Karen B on December 2, 2011, 5:18 pm Reply

    I can’t think of anyone better suited for this than you, Robyn. Well written, love! xoxo

  6. Rachel on December 2, 2011, 8:34 pm Reply

    I can think of no one more deserving of this reward than Robyn. Not only is Robyn an amazing friend, her positive energy and strength of spirit continuously astound me. Best of luck to you, Robyn!

  7. Amy Ramsey on December 2, 2011, 9:12 pm Reply

    Robyn you are an amazing person, and there was such passion in your essay. You definitely deserve this opportunity!

  8. amanda meagher on December 2, 2011, 9:49 pm Reply

    Sounds great Robyn! Good luck!

  9. Philippe Javier Garcesto on December 2, 2011, 10:50 pm Reply

    ROBYN! Mad love! <3

  10. zan on December 3, 2011, 4:20 am Reply

    this lady is a sister and deserves the best, love you girl good luck xx

  11. Melissa Guttman on December 3, 2011, 6:30 am Reply

    this is so beautiful, robyn. your heart comes through your writing as much as it does through your yoga teaching and your day to day interactions with people. i already see you as one of my inspirational teachers, i look forward to seeing you radiate in greater capacities! Best of luck

  12. ashley stone on December 3, 2011, 11:29 am Reply

    Oh my dear Robyn! I am so glad that you are still as passionate as I last saw you!
    Keep listening to the rhythm of the universe! ;)
    xoxo
    ash

  13. Amanda lookingbill on December 3, 2011, 1:24 pm Reply

    Wow robyn you seem very dedicated best of luck!!!:-)

  14. Darla on December 3, 2011, 4:44 pm Reply

    Good luck Robyn. Let us know how it goes. <3

  15. Annie on December 3, 2011, 5:08 pm Reply

    Robyn – you are magical.
    Powers that be – please give this amazing person the chance to spread her light throughout the world around her : )

    xoxo

  16. anthony younes on December 3, 2011, 8:05 pm Reply

    You’re great robyn. I know you will make me proud baby

  17. Christine on December 4, 2011, 9:23 am Reply

    Awesome! =)

  18. Aly on December 4, 2011, 9:31 am Reply

    You’re amazing! :)

  19. Angela on December 4, 2011, 11:32 am Reply

    Go, Robyn! Good luck!

  20. Spring on December 4, 2011, 2:07 pm Reply

    Go Robyn!

  21. Erin J on December 4, 2011, 3:34 pm Reply

    keep digging, ruby. you inspire me. please write more often!! xoxo

  22. Ashley Scott on December 4, 2011, 8:22 pm Reply

    Robyn your amazing!!!! I love you much! Can’t wait to see your beautiful face!

  23. Eric Childers on December 4, 2011, 8:55 pm Reply

    You’re awesome Robyn!

  24. Stephanie McD on December 4, 2011, 11:59 pm Reply

    Robyn, Blessings to you. Dedication, life’s passion and true love for what you believe in is beatiful. It’s what life is about.

  25. daniel on December 5, 2011, 4:47 am Reply

    Robyn Rox!

  26. Amanda Y on December 5, 2011, 9:35 am Reply

    Keep yearning and learning, and life will continue to open up its treasures to you.

  27. jocelyn on December 5, 2011, 9:37 am Reply

    You rule, Robyn! So proud of you!

  28. D on December 5, 2011, 9:52 am Reply

    Robyn you are the best. Can’t wait to go to your next class!!!!

  29. Elisa on December 5, 2011, 10:33 am Reply

    Good luck to you, Robyn! I share the yoga love :)

  30. helena c on December 5, 2011, 12:22 pm Reply

    Good luck Robyn! This is awesome!

  31. Helene on December 5, 2011, 12:23 pm Reply

    Go Robyn — You rock!

  32. Gino D on December 5, 2011, 12:28 pm Reply

    Go Robyn! Best of luck

  33. Marc on December 5, 2011, 12:58 pm Reply

    Go Robyn!!!!

  34. Shanda on December 5, 2011, 1:12 pm Reply

    Good Luck Robyn!!! You deserve this! So beautifully spoken! I love it

  35. Joe on December 5, 2011, 1:24 pm Reply

    Go Robyn!!!

  36. Erin Smith on December 5, 2011, 2:35 pm Reply

    I’ve always loved your writing and your poems you shared with me. :) Love you Robbie!

  37. Sigalle on December 5, 2011, 4:03 pm Reply

    Robyn, as always you are brilliant and inspiring!!

  38. Inga on December 5, 2011, 5:10 pm Reply

    Gingerbread

  39. forest on December 5, 2011, 7:33 pm Reply

    this is awesome robyn! good luck!

  40. Jake on December 5, 2011, 7:48 pm Reply

    Beautiful essay! Good luck!

  41. Christina on December 5, 2011, 7:51 pm Reply

    Robyn, you are such a great teacher! Thank you!

  42. Janine on December 5, 2011, 7:57 pm Reply

    Good luck, Robyn!

  43. Jake G on December 6, 2011, 6:00 am Reply

    Good Luck!

  44. Nicole L on December 6, 2011, 7:26 am Reply

    This is awesome!

  45. Rachael F on December 6, 2011, 7:53 am Reply

    So cool, Robyn! Good luck!

  46. Lauren on December 6, 2011, 7:55 am Reply

    Go Robyn!:)

  47. Elise on December 6, 2011, 8:07 am Reply

    I like it! Namaste.

  48. Marc on December 6, 2011, 10:38 am Reply

    Go Robyn!

  49. Erin on December 6, 2011, 10:55 am Reply

    Congrats Robyn for finding your passion!!

  50. Jim on December 6, 2011, 2:34 pm Reply

    Robyn is great!

  51. jorge on December 6, 2011, 3:22 pm Reply

    Robin you are the Best

  52. Sustainable NYC on December 6, 2011, 5:29 pm Reply

    Robyn is a ray of light. We’re very happy to have her around and wish her the best of luck!

  53. Leah on December 6, 2011, 7:31 pm Reply

    Good luck , Robyn!

  54. Josh on December 6, 2011, 7:52 pm Reply

    Robyn you’re awesome! don’t stop dancing too!

  55. Virginia on December 6, 2011, 8:02 pm Reply

    Robyn you inspire the raw humaness of truth in your awe inspiring words! Knock them dead girl…you’ll get thru. Your time is now. In light & love xxx

  56. Kyla Garcia on December 6, 2011, 9:40 pm Reply

    This is beautiful. You are an inspiration, Robyn! Keep shining your radiant spirit into the darkness. Eventually, it will create a spark that will light the world. <3

  57. Sabina B. on December 7, 2011, 7:52 am Reply

    Good luck Robyn!!

  58. Taryn S. on December 7, 2011, 8:02 am Reply

    Good luck Robyn!!!!

  59. Haley on December 7, 2011, 8:59 am Reply

    Hope you win!!! Great job!

  60. Ellen on December 7, 2011, 9:48 am Reply

    Beautifully written, Good luck Robyn! :)

  61. Madeline on December 7, 2011, 11:37 am Reply

    you got this, girrrl!

  62. Jami Bailey on December 7, 2011, 12:23 pm Reply

    Good luck Robin! Way to go… So happy for your journey…luv ya ~ jami

  63. charlie on December 7, 2011, 1:31 pm Reply

    Love this!!

  64. Joseph Glaser on December 7, 2011, 1:40 pm Reply

    Beautiful!

  65. Isabel Ezrati on December 7, 2011, 1:45 pm Reply

    I’m rooting for you Robyn (and in association Hosh)!

  66. Theresa Mathews on December 7, 2011, 2:07 pm Reply

    Great Job!

  67. Dominique Camacho on December 7, 2011, 2:18 pm Reply

    Awesome! Good Luck! XOXO Dom

  68. Liz on December 7, 2011, 2:27 pm Reply

    Love Robyn! She’s the best! Best of luck!

  69. Faith Lemon on December 7, 2011, 2:34 pm Reply

    Well clearly this scholarship would be as lucky to have you as is everyone that your life touches. Grateful to be among them…
    much love,
    faith

  70. Meredith on December 7, 2011, 2:45 pm Reply

    Beautifully said, Robyn! I can’t wait to see you reach this goal :)

  71. Dad on DEC 7,2011 on December 7, 2011, 2:49 pm Reply

    Hi Robyn
    I am happy for yu try your best teacher

  72. sara on December 7, 2011, 2:57 pm Reply

    Love this! Good luck lady!

  73. Lily on December 7, 2011, 3:26 pm Reply

    Yay, Robin!

  74. Melanie on December 7, 2011, 6:32 pm Reply

    Good luck!

  75. serafina riegel on December 7, 2011, 8:00 pm Reply

    thank you for being my teacher and friend, my soul sister.

  76. Sam on December 7, 2011, 8:19 pm Reply

    Good luck!

  77. Olivia Lane on December 7, 2011, 9:05 pm Reply

    Go Robyn! No one with dance moves like you should live without being able to fulfill her wildest dreams!

  78. Sean Hart on December 8, 2011, 1:20 am Reply

    You’re classes are great. You deserve whatever training you desire.

    Sean Hart

  79. Tatjana on December 8, 2011, 2:45 am Reply

    Wow!!!

    i like:)

  80. Janet on December 8, 2011, 4:16 am Reply

    Growing and growing, wonderful!!

  81. Janet G. on December 8, 2011, 4:18 am Reply

    Robyn, you are growing and growing, as we all should be, wonderful

  82. Patti deihl on December 8, 2011, 5:59 am Reply

    You r amazing you have my vote!

  83. Angie on December 8, 2011, 7:28 am Reply

    Go Robyn! Good luck!

  84. Maddy on December 8, 2011, 7:31 am Reply

    I love yoga this!!

  85. Grace on December 8, 2011, 8:54 am Reply

    “Voting” for a yoga teacher training seems to be very un-yoga, just saying.

    Editors Reply: So is “judging” almost 100 students based on “what” exactly? We had to figure out a fair way to do this and thought this was one way. Thanks!

  86. Sharona on December 8, 2011, 9:21 am Reply

    robyn Is THE BEST YOGA INSTRUCTOR OUT THERE. SHE DESERVES THIS. KEEP VOTING PPL.

  87. Levi Cecil on December 8, 2011, 9:27 am Reply

    Robyn your the best ! go and get em !

  88. Phil on December 8, 2011, 9:38 am Reply

    Go robyn go!

  89. Tara on December 8, 2011, 9:39 am Reply

    You’re awesome, Robyn, good luck! All my love. -Tara

  90. Tom on December 8, 2011, 10:11 am Reply

    I studied Yoga under Robyn in a beautiful hut in Thailand. I highly recommend her!

  91. Quentin on December 8, 2011, 10:21 am Reply

    Go Robin go!

  92. Courtney F on December 8, 2011, 11:28 am Reply

    just beautiful, robyn! good luck

  93. dev on December 8, 2011, 11:36 am Reply

    What a great read – best of luck Robyn!

  94. Arielsf on December 8, 2011, 11:51 am Reply

    GO ROBIN!! You have my vote!

  95. Fred on December 8, 2011, 12:07 pm Reply

    Get it robyn!!!!!

  96. Jess on December 8, 2011, 12:18 pm Reply

    Yes! Good luck!

  97. Constantine Mavromoustakos on December 8, 2011, 2:08 pm Reply

    Good luck Robyn

  98. Gerald D. Waugh on December 8, 2011, 5:27 pm Reply

    You are simply the best, Robyn. As always, I want you to achieve EVERYTHING to which you aspire. It humbles me to call you a former student who is now my friend. Look to what heights you have soared.

  99. Rosanne Stabler on December 9, 2011, 5:31 am Reply

    Rubes (not Robyn), it’s so lovely to see your beautiful face again. I miss seeing it. Good luck! You’ve got the power so you will find your way. Rosie (April Ashtanga girl) xx

  100. Evan on December 9, 2011, 7:02 am Reply

    Great work!

  101. Michael on December 9, 2011, 7:32 am Reply

    Go yogi go!

  102. Benji on December 9, 2011, 7:36 am Reply

    Robyn, youve truly inspired and warmed my soul.

  103. Dottie on December 9, 2011, 6:38 pm Reply

    Hiey sistah! Love you so much!

  104. Lauraburrows on December 9, 2011, 8:11 pm Reply

    Rock on Goddess – shankti power! Xox

  105. Eva on December 10, 2011, 3:20 pm Reply

    Amazing!! Love it.

  106. Jennifer on December 10, 2011, 5:58 pm Reply

    Good luck Robyn!

  107. susan on December 11, 2011, 6:57 am Reply

    Good Luck girl, hope you get it!!!!

  108. annie on December 11, 2011, 10:21 am Reply

    Good Luck!!!

  109. martin werkman on December 11, 2011, 6:38 pm Reply

    would love to win a yoga teacher training :) ) in thailand ???? cheers xx

  110. Denise on December 11, 2011, 10:36 pm Reply

    Great job, Robyn!

  111. Chris Ayres on December 12, 2011, 8:10 am Reply

    So wonderful reading Robyn’s work!

  112. Ginger on December 12, 2011, 8:34 am Reply

    Robyn rocks!

  113. Ashley on December 12, 2011, 12:14 pm Reply

    Keep up the journey of growing and teaching! I hope you win!!!

  114. Lorelei on December 12, 2011, 7:41 pm Reply

    I am looking foward to learning from you for as long as possible, there is magic in your teaching.

  115. Olivier David on December 12, 2011, 9:54 pm Reply

    go for it sheshi ;)

  116. Pablo Salazar-Moreno on December 13, 2011, 2:52 am Reply

    Yogini rising! A wish of prosperity and fortitude on your journey. Om Shanti

  117. nicole oreb on December 13, 2011, 7:37 am Reply

    its’ been so long! looks like you are doing well for yourself! good luck hun!

  118. Richard on December 13, 2011, 5:24 pm Reply

    AMAZING! <3

  119. Ande on December 13, 2011, 7:40 pm Reply

    Get em girl

  120. Bunny on December 13, 2011, 7:44 pm Reply

    Well, this seems obvious.

  121. Sam on December 13, 2011, 7:47 pm Reply

    Lovely young lady – may your dreams come true.

  122. Cornelia on December 13, 2011, 7:49 pm Reply

    Love you!

  123. Eric on December 13, 2011, 7:56 pm Reply

    Good luck!

  124. Ricky on December 13, 2011, 8:05 pm Reply

    Good luck sweetie. Love you.

  125. Boo on December 13, 2011, 8:11 pm Reply

    Craazy girl. Get down dog!

  126. Nicole Settembrino on December 14, 2011, 5:41 am Reply

    ROBYN I LOVE YOU GOOD LUCK!!

  127. Mandy on December 14, 2011, 7:42 am Reply

    Go Robyn! Do your thang!!

  128. Stephanie on December 14, 2011, 10:53 am Reply

    Inspiring commitment! I really appreciated your words about looking externally but knowing the growth comes from inside. Good luck!

  129. Selena roberts on December 14, 2011, 11:10 am Reply

    Get it girl!

  130. Laura on December 14, 2011, 11:52 am Reply

    YEAHHHH GIRLLLL!!!!!!!!! GET IT.

  131. Chris on December 14, 2011, 9:33 pm Reply

    You’re the best!

  132. Amanda on December 14, 2011, 9:49 pm Reply

    Best of luck!

  133. Noah on December 15, 2011, 8:51 am Reply

    Robyn has brought flexibilty to a new level and inspired me to name my new dog Downward…it would be unwise to pass her by.

  134. Carri on December 15, 2011, 8:55 am Reply

    Best of luck! You deserve this!

  135. Matthew Ortega on December 15, 2011, 9:33 am Reply

    Robyn should definitely be the one to win this scholarship. Good luck!

  136. Sam on December 15, 2011, 7:38 pm Reply

    Good luck, Robyn! :)

  137. helen on December 15, 2011, 7:44 pm Reply

    Robyn definitely understands what it takes to get to and through the dark center
    of stress and come to a lighter centered space. I was moved by Robyn’s essay
    and her ability to look at herself; only those who are unafraid to face themselves
    can lend a hand to others who want to use yoga as a means to become whole.

    I think Robyn would be the perfect recipient for the scholarship.

  138. Kabir agarwal on December 16, 2011, 8:06 am Reply

    Check it robyn

  139. David s. on December 16, 2011, 8:10 am Reply

    Best of luck!!!

  140. Desiree Russo on December 16, 2011, 8:32 am Reply

    You rock!

  141. Suz on December 17, 2011, 3:29 pm Reply

    Amazinggg yoggga

  142. Nate on December 17, 2011, 3:31 pm Reply

    Not a stretch to say its great…yes. Pun

  143. Gary Hirschkron on December 17, 2011, 3:35 pm Reply

    Robyn desparately needs and deserves scholarship!

  144. Bob on December 17, 2011, 5:24 pm Reply

    This lady deserves a scholarship because she exudes a sweetness that keeps people coming back!

  145. Vinny on December 17, 2011, 5:33 pm Reply

    Anything for the best capp in the village…keep it coming!

  146. Jules on December 17, 2011, 7:22 pm Reply

    Do it to it R! Lots of love!!

  147. Jessa on December 17, 2011, 7:49 pm Reply

    I love yoga and i love your santa hat!!!!! Woot woot

  148. Lanimal on December 17, 2011, 7:50 pm Reply

    Hot yoga. Hot essay.

  149. Alex on December 17, 2011, 8:06 pm Reply

    Get it! She is the best!

  150. Pete on December 17, 2011, 8:08 pm Reply

    Good luck

  151. Kristen on December 17, 2011, 8:12 pm Reply

    Good luck!

  152. Michael jeffers on December 17, 2011, 8:17 pm Reply

    Good luck!

  153. Bryan boyle on December 17, 2011, 8:18 pm Reply

    !!! Do it girl!

  154. Marisa on December 17, 2011, 8:21 pm Reply

    I love yoga! And i love you! Win!

  155. Joe enoch on December 17, 2011, 8:30 pm Reply

    Robin is awesome! She is so flexible — she’s the only one i trust for yoga training!

  156. Margarita pranckeviciute on December 17, 2011, 8:54 pm Reply

    Robyn is a hard worker and very passionate about yoga,she deserves the best.

  157. Laura Burrows on December 17, 2011, 10:31 pm Reply

    Keep the shakti power rocking on you gorgeous Goddess! xoxoxoxox

  158. Cassandra Callaghan on December 18, 2011, 4:22 pm Reply

    Robyn Rocks! She is the best yoga instructor ever!

  159. Arthur Smilios on December 18, 2011, 4:26 pm Reply

    Robyn is super duper!

  160. alana on December 18, 2011, 4:37 pm Reply

    You are the best Robyn!

  161. deb on December 18, 2011, 4:45 pm Reply

    You are so wonderful and more than deserving of this opportunity.

  162. Sam on December 18, 2011, 5:11 pm Reply

    Robyn, you rule! You go for it!

  163. Ellie on December 18, 2011, 6:19 pm Reply

    Exciting! Good luck!

  164. zach on December 18, 2011, 6:20 pm Reply

    You should win!

  165. peter on December 18, 2011, 6:22 pm Reply

    good luck

  166. susana on December 18, 2011, 7:22 pm Reply

    amazing..

  167. Kamara Thomas-Hartin on December 20, 2011, 12:18 pm Reply

    I love Robyn! Best yoga teacher on the planet!

  168. Juan kingsley on December 21, 2011, 9:28 am Reply

    Robyn is so super, love her and wish her many shamin hangouts in the new year!

  169. Kristin morgan on December 21, 2011, 9:30 am Reply

    I second what justin said ;)

  170. David yarus on December 21, 2011, 11:37 am Reply

    Amazing!

  171. G on December 25, 2011, 12:10 pm Reply

    best of luck Robyn…Agama is a great school

  172. JDawg on December 26, 2011, 8:01 am Reply

    You most definitely deserve this. When it comes to your practice and teaching others, you show to exude much dedication, commitment, and passion. It is for these reasons you deserve to opportunity to bring your practice to the next level. Best of luck!

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